Tag Archive: angst


What next?

MunchAngstHalfway through the first week. I have an idea, I have people’s enthusiasm, and a lot of abject fear.

It’s a lot to contemplate. Where to go? How to get this started? I treasure the love and support from my family, but I have to admit; I honestly feel like I’ve stepped out onto a tightrope going into the darkness and have no idea how far the ground is let alone how far across it is to the next stage.

It is so strange to feel the pull of responsibility being quieted down by the support of loved ones to take the step on this unknown journey. I want to provide for my family and I don’t want to depend on anyone for support; but here I am wondering how to make a project like this roll.

That’s it… Really just a quick one here. Comments (as always) are welcome.

Hard to fight the feeling that I’ve stopped being shiny and as a result have completely been dropped from my communities.

It’s LJ, have to post like this at least once in a while.