{"id":1360,"date":"2005-01-01T20:28:00","date_gmt":"2005-01-02T02:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/?p=1360"},"modified":"2005-01-01T20:28:00","modified_gmt":"2005-01-02T02:28:00","slug":"why-do-i-even-bother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/2005\/01\/01\/why-do-i-even-bother\/","title":{"rendered":"Why do I even bother ?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, after getting the creeping crud back around x-mas and spending 2 weeks on everything from anti-biotics and cortiosteroids&#8230; I am finally off the meds. And just in time. Because today, I got sick again. I doubt it&#8217;s the same yich as the last yich&#8230; but it&#8217;s definitely more yich.<\/p>\n<p>Nose stuffed, coughing, body aches, chills, muscle spasms. Oh yeah&#8230; FUN FUN FUN.<br \/>\nNote: My mood is actually up through all this.<\/p>\n<p>So&#8230; this holiday season, Andrei hasn&#8217;t really been altogether useful \ud83d\ude42 Well, that&#8217;s not exactly true.<\/p>\n<p>Tuesday I taught a symbollism class in the order for the recent set of third degree inits that I performed. I should have known that I was getting sick because my sleep schedule went to hell after that.<\/p>\n<p>Wednesday, I went on an organizing binge. File folders and everything. Putting all paperwork that exists into its place. I think I scared H. I&#8217;ve also finally gotten half of my list of Amazon victims. Several people on my Amazon friends list now have items enroute to them. I will do more possibly tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p>Thursday was the day of the dying server. Like Mary Charleston in <a href=\"http:\/\/imdb.com\/title\/tt0105130\/\">Peter&#8217;s Friends<\/a> I have had to make saving throws to prevent calling to see how my sick computer is doing.<\/p>\n<p>I started yesterday by playnig an online poker sit-and-go. 10 players, 6 bucks. 2nd place gets to play again for free, first place gets a ticket to a $50 tourney. On the first hand 5 players put all their chips in and one moron won with a flush by playing 2 low disconnected spades.. So now there are 6 people at the table, 5 with 1500 and 1 with this mountain of 7500 chips. Fortunately, he really sucked as a player. I had 2 successful all ins against him and wound up knocking him out and being chip leader until heads up. Unfortunately, I&#8217;m still not that great and the other players agression got the better of me. I have a free chance to try again. But, I was pleased that I played a really solid game against a very big adversary.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday we finally planned out one of the Honeymoons. I say one of, because I want to do something incredibly over the top and exotic. I also want to take a trip to Vegas, but for some reason Vegas doesn&#8217;t feel &#8216;honeymooney&#8217; to me. Now, that&#8217;s not to say that we don&#8217;t have <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/users\/shimmeringjemmy\/470651.html\">one hell of an awesome trip <\/a>planned. We are gonna have a really neeefty time. But I&#8217;m still contemplating where in the world I want to take my favourite Carmen Sandiego.<\/p>\n<p>After all the trip planning we headed off to <a href=\"http:\/\/elqahar.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">elqahar<\/a>&#8216;s place for a wonderful xmas shindig. Lessee&#8230; <a href=\"http:\/\/shimmeringjemmy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">shimmeringjemmy<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/robynne.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">robynne<\/a>,<a href=\"http:\/\/duir333.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">duir333<\/a>,<a href=\"http:\/\/magdalena_lvx.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">magdalena_lvx<\/a>,<a href=\"http:\/\/reddragon93.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">reddragon93<\/a>,<a href=\"http:\/\/phosteres.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">phosteres<\/a> and many others.<\/p>\n<p>So the sleep schedule is just shot to hell. Got to bed at about 1:30am. Woke up around 5:30am, And no, couldn&#8217;t get back to sleep no matter how hard I tried. I think <a href=\"http:\/\/shimmeringjemmy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">shimmeringjemmy<\/a> may be stealing the extrasleep. So.. got up&#8230; Watched the Rose Parade from the minimum safe distance from Pasadena. (Home on TV). And pretty well frittered the ay away.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, I played NeverwinterNights today. Who knew that a city on the verge of the black death could be so complex. Everyone has a mission for you and navigation is not completely easy. I have a problem as a Wizard of dying rapily in fights because I just can&#8217;t get the spells to fire off fast enough. It&#8217;s gonna be a while before I embarass myself online.<\/p>\n<p>Just took my temperature. I&#8217;m one of those resessive tongue people who never reads higher than about 97 . If I read 98.6, I&#8217;m probably sick. I&#8217;m currently reading 100. So&#8230; H has just thrown a blanket over me to keep me warm. I will not, I repeat <b>NOT<\/b> be using <a href=\"http:\/\/tydestra.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">tydestra<\/a>&#8216;s <a href=\"http:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/users\/tydestra\/458004.html\">home flu remedy<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve worked on two projects today. One is fixing Safari. My default web browser has been &#8216;broken&#8217; for a while. By broken I mean that it would load slowly, not load some pages, and on occassion go into the SPOD (Spinning pinwheel of Death). Now, I&#8217;m not at liberty to explain what I did to my browser in the first place that would make it act like some pre-release beta&#8230; but &#8230; well. You get the idea.<\/p>\n<p>So, I kinda did a data transfusion from H&#8217;s iBook. Replacing the &#8216;newer&#8217; files with old ones. It works all happy and nice now.<\/p>\n<p>Number two is my ongoing study of SQL and PHP. I&#8217;m building a 5-6 table SQL database to analyze LJ comments. I know what I want to do and the kind of data I want out. I just have no clue how to go about it. So&#8230; Roll up the sleeves and fly by the seat of the pants. This project is of course tempered by my heath which makes it nearly impossible to focus.<\/p>\n<p>So.. that&#8217;s the week in review. Tomorrow is Mass. And very VERY cool. <a href=\"http:\/\/tygeressdenacht.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">tygeressdenacht<\/a> will be deaconing for the first time. ROCK ON! My next mass isn&#8217;t until February. I will be doing my first local set of baptisms and confirmations. (I&#8217;ve done them in Arizona, but not at home)&#8230; I&#8217;ve also made offer to help get a new priestess ready for that mass. I hope she will accept my offer. *wink wink*<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/shimmeringjemmy.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"lj-user\">shimmeringjemmy<\/a> has just brought me a biiiiig glass of OJ. I am so happy \ud83d\ude42 She&#8217;s awesome!!!!<\/p>\n<p>More schtuff soon. If your on AIM and see me&#8230; feel free to ping. 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And just in time. Because today, I got sick again. I doubt it&#8217;s the same yich as the last yich&#8230; but it&#8217;s definitely more yich. Nose stuffed, coughing, body aches, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Share this:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-facebook\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-facebook-1360\" class=\"share-facebook sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/2005\/01\/01\/why-do-i-even-bother\/?share=facebook\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Facebook\" ><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1360\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/2005\/01\/01\/why-do-i-even-bother\/?share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Twitter\" ><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1360\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/2005\/01\/01\/why-do-i-even-bother\/?share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Pinterest\" ><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-tumblr sd-button share-icon no-text\" href=\"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/2005\/01\/01\/why-do-i-even-bother\/?share=tumblr\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Tumblr\" ><span><\/span><span class=\"sharing-screen-reader-text\">Click to share on Tumblr (Opens in new window)<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1X6ba-lW","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1360"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1360"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1360\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1360"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1360"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.lordandrei.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1360"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}