First off, as I was asked in AIM… Why the desire to lose weight by Saturn…<\/p>\n
Well, in all honesty, I’m planning on wearing leather pants for the character I’m portraying. Now, if anyone reacted badly to that comment… That’s why I’m hoping to lose weight.<\/p>\n
I’ve tried this method of introducing myself to a diet once before (the protein drink). Last time without ritual. I guess the ritual and the head space should be making it easier. Sadly, I’d forgotten the psychological reactions that kick in anyways.<\/p>\n
So, first off, I’m grumpy. I don’t have a lot of patience today. I’m doing my best not to snap at people. This is coupled with an attack of the self-image demon. That’s part of the evocation that is part of tomorrow and Thursday’s working. So today’s going to be the worst.<\/p>\n
Part of me wants<\/em> to go thru my LJ list and IM Buddy lists and basically drop anyone who falls into the following categories: Again.. this is merely the ‘wants’ of someone grumpy starting a diet.<\/p>\n Cause when you start the diet…it’s hard to care or like yourself. You’re effectively torturing yourself a little. So the rest just seems worse.<\/p>\n Purification at 4.8% and counting.<\/p>\n
\nPeople who don’t carry on a conversation longer than 3-5 lines.
\nPeople that I have to institute conversations with 95+% of the time.
\nPeople who’s journal I just don’t read and never comment in mine.
\nPeople who bail shortly after I talk with them.<\/p>\nShare this:<\/h3>