Category: Work


300px-Tomcat-logo.svgI have been known for having a penchant for finding a pet project and then blithely moving onto something else. It could be surmised by my silence on the project followed by a huge shift into analysing “The Sing Off” that once again I’ve been side tracked by something new and shiny. I am however pleased to say, that I am actually well managing two irons in the fire at the moment. Actually more than two.

While I have been very publicly posting about “The Sing Off” which I really missed doing; I have also been spending my daylight hours (when not drugged out of my gourd on Halcion) working on code for the first revenue step in The Project. So much so, that I’m currently reading “Tomcat for Beginners.”

Now I have to admit. My Java experience could probably be stuffed into the toe of a ballet dancer’s slipper while she’s ‘on point.’ Of course, when you are the only unpaid engineer on a project; you break out the interwebz and learn what you need to. Now granted… if any of my colleagues wouldn’t mind doing some coding for project credit that will be convertible to private shares when we see revenue… please feel free to write me.

That’s right; this isn’t actually a job offer. (Because I currently have no money to pay; but I will track time and effort) What I’m looking for is someone knowledgeable setting up Tomcat services, JSON, REST, and other such buzzwords.

If this piques your interest at all, drop me a line or a comment.

More as things come to fruition. 🙂

 

imageLooks like that flu from earlier in the month has come back around. So I’m off to the doctor’s this afternoon to assure it’s not a return of Pneumonia. So, while today was a day I was meaning to catch up on work and get my routine more scheduled… Such must wait one day.

The wait for the doctor was close to an hour. My BP (which usually runs a cool 126/70) came in at 100/72. Considering my age and weight those are impressive numbers. I swabbed negative for flu. My lungs didn’t sound like there was a pneumonia. However, with my history and propensity for pneumonia, the PA did call up a chest X-Ray which I will be doing later this morning. He gave me Guaifenesin with Codeine which allowed me to sleep a little better to also relax my cough.

This morning, I’m feeling at about 75%. Still some tightness in my chest. Still a little raw in the throat.

So ramping back up. More soon.

longRoadSo far I’ve had 2 of 3 meetings that I need to have.  I have two colleagues that I initially wanted to discuss the idea. These conversations went well. One of my colleagues is technical and has been asking me when I’d go on my own for quite some time. The other is a business expert to help me understand the needs from a business point of view. It’s very easy to have an idea. It’s very difficult to codify it into something that people other than a few of us believe in.

Meeting two was with what I could define as ‘an angel.’ This is someone I utterly trust with our finances and wanted to outline our plan. It is obvious that we will need financial support if only to get this process started. We don’t need a lot, but more than the average person can handle. So this part is always stressful. I have one other person I need to discuss our finances with. Again. More stress.

This week I am collecting tangible research. This includes

  • Clarification of our vision statement.
  • Initial product timeline
  • Interview research data
  • A serious look into competition
    • (To test our mettle when we see how rocky that is)
    • To see how we can differentiate
  • Further refinement of our initial target audience

All-in-all it’s a daunting process.

My spouse asked me if there was a risk of Depression. I said I wasn’t so much slipping into depression as walking outside after a rainy day trying to carefully avoid puddles of potential depression and then dealing with getting the damp out of my shoe for a few hours when I accidentally trip into a puddle. I know that the road ahead is difficult and going to take some navigating and is going to have some hard pain along the way. Fortunately, her love and support has been the driving thing to keep me out of the puddles. Further she’s been the first one to notice when I’ve gotten a little wet and has been ready with a towel.

Obviously, once I have the first bit of planning done, then we pull the blanket off the drawings and turn to crowd funding to help us get rolling on this. We’re going to need help and faith. I don’t know what kind of a return we can offer. But we will assuredly be tracking every drop of support that we get.

People seem interested, we seem to have an original niche and approach. Now it’s just a question of time and making it happen. Before funds and support runs out.

 

thefoolIn the Tarot (Using Rider Waite as the base example) “The Fool” is referred to as the “0” card. As someone who came up through the world of Software Engineering, I’m pleased by the concept of null based indexing. You are counting based on completions to over simplify (Though, I think Dijkstra would shudder at my definition). From this point of view; the Fool is at the beginning of a journey and we haven’t yet taken that first step.

Wikipedia offers a great look into the symbolism found in the standard art of this card:

The Fool is the spirit in search of experience. He represents the mystical cleverness bereft of reason within us, the childlike ability to tune into the inner workings of the world. The sun shining behind him represents the divine nature of the Fool’s wisdom and exuberance, holy madness or ‘crazy wisdom‘. On his back are all the possessions he might need. In his hand there is a flower, showing his appreciation of beauty. He is frequently accompanied by a dog, sometimes seen as his animal desires, sometimes as the call of the “real world”, nipping at his heels and distracting him. He is seemingly oblivious that he is walking toward a precipice, apparently about to step off.

The number 0 is a perfect significator for the Fool, as it can become anything when he reaches his destination as in the sense of ‘joker’s wild’. Zero plus anything equals the same thing. Zero times anything equals zero.[6]Zero is nothing, a lack of hard substance, and as such it may reflect a non-issue or lack of cohesiveness for the subject at hand.

So with an idea and some enthusiasm I stand at the edge of the cliff ready to see if there is a place to walk or a place to fall. I assure you the dog nipping at my heel is actually closer to a great Dane or English Mastiff than the Corgi like pup pictured in the image. I know that I am not a business man. I do try to convince myself that I can play one; but in all honesty it’s not where my talents lie. I shudder to use the word visionary because that word seems to carry a lot of ego and accomplishment. The former I try not to have and the latter I know I lack. But I can see things clearly in my head. I can take them apart into their components and see how they get put back together. Sort of like Sylar without the bloodlust. (Okay, maybe a little bloodlust)

Today, I am putting together an agenda for a meeting I have with some people that I not only trust with a business idea but have enough acumen and experience to help get things started. yesterday, after a bout with illness and the accompanying poor mindset that often accompanies it; I was able to update certain licenses with Apple to my current base of operations. This means that apps can now be produced and sold. My spouse reminds me that even a small app in the pond is enough to get the water potentially flowing. So, I move back to looking at those apps in the meantime.

Tomorrow, I present the main idea and the timeline I have to my business comrades. I am truly building from a zero point and looking ahead from there. The simple short range goal comes in three hopefully easy steps:

  1. Work up some buzz from friends to see how insane I am (Done that, turns out… Not insane or friends share same insanity)
  2. Talk about the viability of the idea. Can it work, what is monetise-able?
  3. Map out a time-frame/roadmap that takes us from research and Proof of concept, through Kickstarter, to implementation.
  4. Jump

Honestly at this point I need a strong enough business plan and road map to at least try to find one of two angels to say, “Yes… this is thought out and has a reasonable chance of success.” Of course I also have to in step 2 talk about how I compensate people for time in the “Buildup” phase. This is a fancy term which means, “IOU” Somehow, people’s support (including my own) need to be recorded and duly compensated in the long run.

So, the gaping maw of the world awaits. Tomorrow I gather colleagues that I have known for a combination of  65 years covering a distance of about 4,000 miles (Though our individual travels have been much further). My colleagues have experience in business, technical knowledge, and design. I also have a small fleet of supporters with experience in the target audience I’m hoping to move into.

It’s a leap. Unlike the Fool, I’d hope it’s not a completely blind leap based on Success from not knowing what other’s know doesn’t work.

More as more happens. Wishes of Skill, Luck, and Support more than welcome.

What next?

MunchAngstHalfway through the first week. I have an idea, I have people’s enthusiasm, and a lot of abject fear.

It’s a lot to contemplate. Where to go? How to get this started? I treasure the love and support from my family, but I have to admit; I honestly feel like I’ve stepped out onto a tightrope going into the darkness and have no idea how far the ground is let alone how far across it is to the next stage.

It is so strange to feel the pull of responsibility being quieted down by the support of loved ones to take the step on this unknown journey. I want to provide for my family and I don’t want to depend on anyone for support; but here I am wondering how to make a project like this roll.

That’s it… Really just a quick one here. Comments (as always) are welcome.