Archive for February 12th, 2004


Decisions decisions

I was going to post a reminder that today is the last day to participate in the LJ Valentines thingee (Mark II)

But no matter how I wrote the reminder, it came of sounding like I was desperate and trying to get people to participate.

*shrug*

🙂

(No really, I am mentally sick…. today)

I’ve always had this belief that viruses and bacterium work on multiple levels in different directions.

Everyone knows when they catch a bug because their physical state deteriorates. Personally, I believe there are good bacteria and viruses out there that we get on occasion on those days when we feel really good. There are those days when you wake up feeling really good. But even that is not quite accurate.

The truth is, on those days you feel really good, you may just be willing to ignore the annoyance of the pain in that one joint you always have. See, on a day when you’ve got the positive-physical bug, that’s the day that you suddenly use that joint and there’s no pain. Your body just decides it’s in better shape than usual.

So, what about that idea of waking up and feeling good? Well, if we can have positive and negative physical bugs. There must be others. I think there are intellectual, emotional, creative, magickal, interactive, and any number of undiscovered ones.

Case in point: This week I caught a sample of the currently floating goo. It started as a tickle in my throat, expanded thru my sinuses, and landed in my chest. It took out my energy for a few days and my focus.

So what does this all mean?

Today, I’ve been sitting here looking at code and having no idea what to do with it. I feel like I should just pick up a printout, rip it into confetti and say, “Whee!” I’ve done stuff like this in the past, but today it’s all just… Uh… Uh…..

I need to shake this ‘stupid’ virus I have. I’d been having a good run of positive brain bug. I need that one back.

Uh…. Uh……

You have to wonder

1st day back at work. Trying to get caught up for 10am meeting.

Woke up this morning. Got about 90% thru the Ruby and the cat knocked over Heather’s paint water on her art desk. You think a cat would have the courtesy to wait until a 3 minute ritual was complete.

Vaguely woke Heather to tell her what happened. Gingerly tried to blot dry the painting that had water on it.

Returned and finished my morning ritual.

Stopped for more meds on the way in. Had some oatmeal. Waiting for the vending service guys to go away so I can get some OJ for too much money.

Horrorscope looks favourable today… (It’s on my home machine, so I won’t be posting it)

Had a nice health checkin from fiannaharpar It made the morning start nice.

Now to try to code… We’ll see.