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I have a mechanism I use in dreams when I feel ‘threatened.’ I start hitting things. What this means is open handed smacks of walls, furniture, etc. To note if I feel sensation. I had to do this last night. Typical dream.. weirdness. Strange twisty hotel/parking area/etc… Then there was this guy. I just got a tonne of feelings that said, “You’re not supposed to be here.” He sort of looked like Mark Gattis as the young Lazarus in Doctor Who. I started hitting things and eventually thought I’d woken up. I’d really just moved to another part of the dream. Later he came back. The moment I noticed him, he went from trying to be inconspicuous to coming at me. There were 2 or 3 bad karate moves between us. I tried to push him away with my mind. That failed. Then he leaned into me like he was going to take a bite out of my stomach. I mentally pushed him away and he dissolved away like an impressive computer effect. I woke up. Strange dream. Strange person. Odd because I remember (though it’s fading) the face. And above all else, the distinct feeling of “You don’t belong here.” Odd. But then again.. I probably shouldn’t watch Torchwood right before bed. While you won’t get updates often… it might be easier to place a tracker on the IM Rules page I maintain. The latest boneheaded request: This one at least told me that they read the page. Granted: 1:25:00 ok 1:25:03 I read it now 1:25:53 ok 1:26:03 I have read thr4ough it. The response from me was: To which IMdolt wrote back, “Sure” Saturday, much to the surprise of family, I did not use my laptop for 24 hrs. In fact, I didn’t use laptop, computer, cell phone, etc. Personally, I felt I’d been spending too much time locked and loaded in. Granted, Saturday was an easy day to try this because a good part of the day involved OLO. Unfortunately, OLO gave way to me getting hit by the cosmic junk currently going around this week. (Less than fun).. To the point of missing princekermit‘s debut as a Deacon in the Mass. (Of which I reallllly wanted to attend) Today, I’m recovering as best I can. I’m popping cough drops and corporate-pill-box multi-symptom cold tablets. I have 20-35 vision. Which makes me highly functional, albeit blurred slightly at range. I can’t clearly read my name plate on the door about 15 feet away. However, I can read the spines of the reference books about 2-3 feet away with practically no blurring. So, why am I doing this. I have been noticing that I’ve been acting more impulsively of late. I don’t mind being in a schedule or having a rigid daily practice. However, I do mind when I do things automatically without thinking. A good example of this is loosing my glasses when in fact they are in the pocket of my shirt. Another example is forgetting where I’ve put a half drunk can of soda. I want to have better control of the things I do. Why I do them. When I should and shouldn’t be doing things. And most importantly, keeping track of the things I do. (Yay to ADHD absent mindedness) So… We’ll see how this little experiment goes. Translation: Do I ever post on the topic again or is this just the “Distraction du jour” hrmn (Opens brain case and pokes at his own brain) “No, no. Don’t tug on that. You never know what it’s attached to” – Buckaroo Banzai to Sydney “New Jersey” Zweibel while doing Brain Surgery. Powered by WordPress & Web Design Company
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