I’ve been offline quite a bit this week/end.
Feeling under the weather as of pretty much Thursday morning has slowed me down.
The growing child makes it even harder. Work has slipped on me a day or two primarily because of the distractions at home with him. The balance becomes a struggle at times but it’s one I want (nay, need) to find.
For now I find myself often delayed leaving the house for an appt. Being on the run at a moment’s notice. And more often than not having to put Aiden at the top of my priority list with no warning to anyone who isn’t in the room.
I have a lot of irons in the fire right now. And I’m too indignant to start pulling them out. I don’t like failing on any of my commitments. It however would seem that one iron is mostly pulled out of the fire (I’ll be possibly finalizing that one later(Thursday) of this week) Other’s are progressing nicely. Ironically the iron being pulled out is related to the one that is beginning to glow. (Obscure? Vague? Get used to it. More soon)
But, let me first explain that I am goofy-happy over Aiden. Touching his head, watching him play, hearing him laugh, looking into his eyes… It becomes the realization of ongoing magickal work. I see the universe in him. Ultimate potential contained within mortal fragility. I see my own life no longer as a finite point but as a mark on an infinite time line. Years of playing with genealogy mean just a little bit more.
I look at him and I find myself smiling in a goofy manner. Like very little else really matters. Here are the latest pictures of Aiden I am now required to post. (Click the thumbnails to see the full pictures)
So where does this put me?
This post has taken me the better part of 3 hrs to write. I find myself for the most part offline of late and running errands. My cell phone is a continual trip between what does and what doesn’t work. I am trying to stay available for everyone while still getting done the work that keeps everyone alive and healthy (self included) and food on the table.
To present an old joke… If you haven’t heard from me.. it’s probably not you.. it’s probably me.
Ran out of things to say on this topic. So for now, let me conclude with:
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