I find that unspoken question I have wanted to ask the most over the last three years of some people around me is:
“How stupid do you really think I am?”
But I am for the most part a “Nice” person ™ and therefore.. have not asked this question when it has been so blatantly needed.
The prompt for this post is not really in relation to much of anything going on around me at the moment.
Though, if you feel that you have to ask, “Do you mean me?” It’s probably not you.
So… for the past 24-48 hours… I have been.. unwell
Thanks to some meds (today) … I’m starting to get some sense of normalcy back…slowly.
Unfortunately, I haven’t really had much to eat. Maybe 2-3 bananas. Some saltines, some water and the high point… A jelly on rye bread sandwich.
I figured I’d look on line for ‘what to eat on a sour stomach/suffering from d**’
And I found tonnes of lists.
The part that’s got me “oiked” off… Every BLOODY list is the same.
1) Don’t eat this
2) cut out this
3) Avoid this
4) reduce intake of this
5) stop eating this
6) Stop drinking this.
In the words of the masters: Can we stop talking “YAMA” here. I need some dietary NIYAMA.
I don’t have a lot of energy to begin with. If I’m spending all my time going, “Nope, not that” I’m too damned tired when I get to something and go… Hmmn, not on the list. Wonder if it’s safe.
Sigh.
I hate customer service. I hate scripts that they follow, I hate the fact that they are too oblivious to see a problem when explained.
It can make one understand why there are people who go on shooting sprees.
